Tired and Pissed Off

Tonight was something of a waste of time. I'd rather have friends over when we can actually hang out and talk and enjoy each other, not when we just drink for an hour in the middle of the night. I just feel so unimportant, being a stop sign on the road to somewhere else. I miss the old days of real conversation and human interaction. What's changed? How has our friendship changed? Or did I just imagine it all?